Update

The last time I posted I was just starting school and talking to Chad. Okay school is well underway, and Chad is well off my potential list.


I am completely going out of my mind. Driving back and forth between school and work twice a day is forcing me to hate my car and go broke from high gas prices. Juggling my time between school, work, Thomas, and a social life is giving me ideas that checking myself into the nut house may not be such a bad idea. Living under the same roof with my mother has given me an entirely different perspective of how life really is better once you are entirely dependent upon yourself. Being single without anyone to talk to who really cares and wants to listen makes me long for a relationship. It seems when times get stressful and hard that that is when I really miss what it is to have someone.